goodbye :]

[Goodbye by Miley Cyrus]
the inspiration :D

I can honestly say
You've been on my mind
Since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember those simple things
I remember 'till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
A memory I want to forget
Is goodbye

I woke up this morning
And played our song
And through my tears I sang along
I picked up the phone and than
Put it down
'cause I know I'm wasting my time
And I don't mind

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ring tone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
You remember those simple things
We talked 'till we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one that you wish I'd forget
Is saying goodbye

Saying goodbye
Oh, Goodbye

ps. if nick j. really did all those thing to miley c. specially the bolded one, u're a real sweet young man! :')
everytime i listen to this song, i will cry. thanx miley! haha


i type this in my phone on the way to keningau yesterday. i listened 'goodbye' from my mp4. and it all started.

i can honestly say its been on my mind since i woke up today. i look at our photograph all the time and the memory come back to life. and i do mind. the memories are still in my mind. i saw u and i met u. on that day, i was waiting for ur school since its our duty to register all of u. i was waiting and waiting with janey. and i have to berebut with janey to jaga kaunter sabah. at the end, she jaga kaunter sarawak [ada hikmah jga tu! klu ndak teda la ur first conversation with harry potter! haha. i miss him!] u arrived there late evening. i thought u didnt know which one is me. haha. sooo at that time, i was blank and dont know how to start talking with u. at nite, i saw u with ur sunglasses and u look mcm matrix owh! haha. secret agent! i know it sounds silly but we sms with each other even though our table were across the room. more silly? i try to ignore u during the time that we have to shake hand with everyone in the hall. stupid. and gloria started to asking me why i did that to u. yea. i saw ur face. huhu. [menyesal + padan muka!] on the next day, my friends were asking which one is the guy that i sms non-stop during last nite ceremony. and i show u. they said u're cute! hehe. and i cant stop thinking bout how brave i am on that day to come in front and answered the song. not only answered but sing! sgt memalukan. owh. that 'bleeding love' song! i think because iqwana always sing that song in the class thats why i ran to the mic. damn! after that me, janey, and abby went to the stage to do tower with our chewing gum. duh. we lost. haha. the only thing i want to do at that time is hide! i was so ashamed! haha. bleeding love. huhu. we did rest actually. we slept in our room during the course. haha. then i listened 'low' on the radio and the flashback hit me. the time my friends and i 'hit the floor' with the others like theres no tomorrow. when we look at u danced very awkwardly in that hall, seriously we laughed. sorry! :D fyi, when u looked at us 'hit the floor', there are two young lady behind u and i think they were trying to ask u to dance with them. that bow tie attract the ladies i guess. hehe. when i met u and asked, 'napa ndak menari?' and u answered, 'sy ndak besa ba sma suma ni'. yaa. honestly, it really shows my friend! hehe. and now the only thing that keep us communicate is by exchanging sms. jokes. pranks and etc. receiving ur sms make me think that u still remember me as ur friend. and at one point u call me 'my friend' and i really appreciate it! thanx btw! :]

ps. honestly i dont want people to read this. haha. curhat sy ini :DD